I am afraid that I am not doing well....

My specialist and my family doctor are anxious to see me after reviewing my blood test.... Is it all in my head.... I was feeling pretty good until I was told about this... Now, I feel all prickly and unconfortable.... I hope it is not to serious because I am really enjoying life but then again maybe that is why I might face obstacles.... I love my Heavenly Father and I know this is just a probationary time so what is to be is to be.... I am about to see Brian and Rachael get sealed and I am very confident in Bo and Taylor, ahh, I sound stupid... I am acting like I am about to die.... It would be bad timing because I need to do my geneology work.... There, all of my family and friends who read this can now say he sure is a paranoid old man..... I officiated at Vazquez tonight for volleyball.... I kind of enjoy doing it... My class was so cute at the way they welcomed me back.... BYU football sucks this week but life is good.... I have a classy beautiful bride that I love so much.... Yea, life is good and I am lucky to be who I am.....